Sunday, September 29, 2019

Living in a Cubicle

“The biggest problem we all face is the story that we tell ourselves of what our lives have been. It’s keeping us in a box. The ‘cubicle’ you’re really living in is your story.”
 Zach Bush, MD

The joke is on us!! We think that the rest of the world is what creates our "cubicle" in this world when it is really us that chooses the walls, windows and doors we believe we are living in. And what we believe defines how we live.  Opposite realities... imagine if we all chose not to stay within the "norms" of societal expectations as people like: Mother Theresa, Greta Thunberg, Ghandi, Nelson Mandela, Einstein, Elon Musk, Mr. Rogers, the list goes on of who defined their world rather than submit to walls that made no sense to them. Sure its got to be lonely and you get persecuted, ridiculed and laughed at by people, but imagine the exhilaration of living from your deep belief and as if there were real meaning to living and not as if "security and comfort" were the big prizes. 
I think we use these goals to hide ourselves from living who we really are inside because we do not trust letting our light shine differently than the crowd. This crowd is actively working to keep us in because their biggest fear is that if someone breaks out their beliefs/lives will become worth less. Then fitting in becomes our cubicle, then a habit, then it is really hard to break out from this mold. Living in this way can be a downward spiral; we hide ourselves more and more, get sadder and sadder and become "Disconnected" from ourselves. And one of the SADDEST things is that so many of us are unhappy, but then we choose to "break out" by damaging ourselves with "numbing addictions" rather than honouring our true self because we've never trusted that what We Believe could be more worthwhile living for than the endless treadmill of trying to fit in and get ahead financially and work at meaningless tasks to get more and more superficial comforts and security so in our later ages we can finally live for what we believe. And even then it seems that the habit of worrying about our security has taken over and people end up Disconnected as old people too. 
p.s. On the relative merits of what We Believe, what criteria are there for these merits???  "Do unto others as you would have done unto you" comes to my mind

Zach Bush
A decade ago I was pioneering a new approach to chemotherapy at the University of Virginia, fully believing the promise that I would become a vaunted leader in the marbled halls of academia.  In 2010 the universe had a different idea for me, and I suddenly found myself struggling to start a nutrition clinic in rural Virginia, my son and I renovating an old plumbing warehouse into something resembling a clinic in a struggling town with a population of 560 people.  In the years that have followed, everything that I once held to be true and obvious has been challenged when faced with the experience of the real world outside the hallowed halls of the University.  Today, I remain a work in progress.  I am slowly deconstructing my education and reconstructing my understanding through the lens of human experience.
What follows here is a draft of a knowledge base that hopes to stimulate curiosity and new questions in your mind that will invite you to go back into your life experience to decipher your truths.  Ultimately, I believe that all the knowledge you need, you possessed at the time of birth, but accessing that information through the cloud of social and pseudo-science programming that you and I have received every day since that birth is difficult.  I often have to remind myself to enjoy the journey into knowledge, rather than be frustrated by the lack of it.  


At a rural Albemarle clinic, two doctors are teaching patients that health is in their heads

Dr. Zachary Bush, right, opened alternative clinic Revolution Health Center in Scottsville. Dr. Martin Katz was a partner there, and both told their patients: “You have the power to heal yourself.”

John Robinson
When UVA-trained endocrinologist Zachary Bush decided to start his own alternative practice devoted to helping patients lead healthy lifestyles, stubbornness played a big role in where he decided to put it.
“I was told it wouldn’t work in rural Virginia,” he said. “People told me, ‘You could start a plant-based diet program in Charlottesville or Boulder, Colorado. But you’re not going to do it in Buckingham.’”
He opened Revolution Health Center in Scottsville, he said, to show that everybody can be taught to change their attitudes and behavior—and their health.
Bush came to Charlottesville in the early 2000s for his internship and residency in internal medicine at UVA after medical school at the University of Colorado. He excelled, becoming Chief Resident in 2005, was offered a prestigious endocrinology fellowship, and did pioneering work in the lab studying the role of a vitamin A compound in cancer signalling.
He also developed a strong and ultimately life-changing skepticism of the medical establishment he’d come up in. Whatever he and his colleagues were throwing at the rising tide of deadly lifestyle diseases he saw in clinical rotations—diabetes, heart disease, thyroid disorders, high blood pressure—it wasn’t fixing the problem.
“We had 10 years of data saying, ‘Whoa, the drugs aren’t working,’” he said. “So the alternative is—what?”
Bush became convinced of a theory that’s still fairly far outside the norm in modern medicine: that all our ills are caused by inflammation, the body’s immune response to stress of any kind. Lose the stress—hormonal, dietary, psychological—and you remove the root cause of illness, the thinking goes.
“As a physician, it simplified what seemed like a really complex situation,” he said. No more prescribing statins for high cholesterol, beta blockers for hypertension, and thiazolidinediones for diabetes. Instead, start from the ground up with a total lifestyle overhaul: plant-based diet, exercise, and the belief that given the right inputs, our bodies can largely take care of themselves.
It made him reshape his entire view of medicine, from the disease-centric treatment of a vast array of symptoms to a patient-centered approach. It also shunted him from the world of mainstream medicine to that of the alternative.
Two years later, Revolution Health Center has another partnering physician, sports medicine specialist Dr. Martin Katz, and several consultants who offer nutritional expertise and more alternative treatments. They also have a steady stream of patients.
Their emphasis on a vegan diet makes them unusual; Bush said he couldn’t generate enough support for a clinic based around the concept at UVA. But he said the most fundamental part of their approach is an effort to shift patents’ thinking: They’re responsible, and they can be well.
“I was taught that it was rude to say that,” Bush said. “That you shouldn’t blame the patient for their disease problems. That’s too intense. Don’t tell them that they could have avoided their diabetes.”
But he said pulling the curtain back on diseases that are largely caused by lifestyle choices—especially diabetes—is empowering.
“These patients walk in feeling doomed,” said Bush. “They watched their mother die with amputations and complications from diabetes at 53, and they’re 38, and they already have severe diabetes, and they’re scared because they already have ulcers on their feet.”
Telling them they can reverse the course of their disease “isn’t damning a patient at all,” he said. “It’s empowering them. You can escape your own genome, your own predispositions, and heal.”
Chris Curtis was one of those patients when he walked into Revolution a year ago this month. At 350 pounds and with full-blown Type II diabetes, “I just knew that I was dying, literally,” he said. He couldn’t work. His medications filled a gallon Ziploc bag, he said, but they weren’t helping. “My body was shutting down. I felt totally helpless.”
Curtis, who lives in Ruckersville with his wife and one of his grown sons, was steered to the clinic by his endocrinologist, who thought Bush’s approach could help him. After three weeks on a vegan diet, Bush took him off his insulin and, eventually, most of his other medications.
A year after he started going to Revolution, he’s 110 pounds lighter and full of energy, and his diabetes is under control. Finally changing his diet and introducing exercise—advice he’d received before—have made him vastly more healthy. So why did it stick this time?
“What blew me away was that they taught me what was going on in my body,” Curtis said. “And as they worked with me, it wasn’t just telling me to do this and do that. Take this drug. Badda bing, badda boom. They helped me understand why this is the way.”
Bush and Katz said they understand why such an approach isn’t widely used.
“Doctors are busy,” Katz said. “You’re spending more time with your patient, not just giving them a drug or a referral. This approach, it’s just not aligned with the current model of care.”
But mainstream medicine may be catching on. Dr. Daniel Cox, a psychiatrist and neurobehavioral scientist at UVA, is partnering with a medical team to study the effectiveness of just such an approach. Of a group of 50 newly diagnosed diabetes patients, half will get traditional treatment—drugs and the usual doctors visits—and half will get no meds, but will receive intensive instruction in disease management.
Cox said he’s hopeful the study will shed some light on the importance of using systematic, patient-empowering methods to change behavior.
“The reality is there isn’t anything new in the content,” he said of his study. The dietary and exercise science is there when it comes to diabetes and other lifestyle diseases. “It’s the package that’s important. It’s working with the person.”
Chris Curtis said for him, that distinction was the difference between living and dying. He believes if he hadn’t shifted course, he wouldn’t have made it to 2013. “Dealing with just somebody’s attitude alone can save their life,” he said.
Here is a podcast, rather long, but listen to the last 20 minutes

 "We should surrender what we think we know if we are going to realize our full potential before we die.  We need to wake the fuck up.  It could get really good around here." Zach Bush 
  

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